It finally happened yesterday. I realized that me and Naved didn't have the same feelings for each other. He had told me last week "You are going to be my valentine Miss Tovar" over an IM chat. We were supposed to spend this Saturday together. I told him Sunday instead, since I worked Saturday and got out at 8 at night.
All I was trying to say was that we were going to celebrate a late Valentine's day since we were going to go out the day after. Apparently we were going to go see a movie and he asked what else did I want to do since I had told him I wanted to spend the whole day with him. I said that to hold hands or whatever. He thought I was talking crazy. He said I made it seem like we were a couple because I had gotten mad over some remark he made about that. I said I wanted to be called his girlfriend one day.
Then I told him how I felt. That maybe after all his schooling, he could get a place in downtown Dallas. That way, I could always stop by and visit him. And we could always go out every weekend. Or we could just stay in and rent movies. I had the impression that he liked me like I liked him. He made it crystal clear after I asked him to be 100% honest with me and tell me how he felt...
"I like you but I don't want to be with you."
Happy Valentine's Day everyone.
It looks like I'm going to be spending that day alone. At least I got rid of someone who would have ended up hurting me in the end. Just me and Coco I guess. Dog is, after all man's best friend.
